Hey, I'm creative!! lol

Dear Ayden,

I have only 7 weeks left until we meet face to face and I'm finally starting to get nervous. Am I gonna be a good enough mother for you? Will I be able to provide you the lifestyle that you need and deserve? Even though I dont know the answer to those questions, I do know that i'm so excited to see you and even more excited to get to know the little person moving around in my stomach.

I'm sure on certain occasions I'll be sad that you arent safe and secure inside my womb but I'll have the real thing on the outside. I finally have someone that I can cuddle until I dont feel like cuddling anymore. Your daddy lets me play kissy face with him but only so much, you, lol...will have NO choice! lol

I promise to try to be the best mother I can for you. To provide you with everything you need, want and deserve so that you can grow up to be a wonderful young man. You will never understand the feeling I had when i saw your little chunky face on the 4D ultrasound...I fell in love. Not the same love that I feel for your dad but a completely different type of love that I never knew I could feel. It's unreal.

I cant wait to see you!!

Love,

Mommy

Movie Star!!

I made this video like last week. I thought it was a monster in there! Hilarious, I know he's ready to get outta there!!

Gross, but not really

I was just taking a shower when I got to thinking about everybody and their leaky boobs. And I started to feel left out because mine arent. So...just on a whim I decide to squeeze and WHAM out comes some clear drops of whateverr! YAY! Then I did the other one..WHAM!! wow...i really am pregnant! I have boob milk/colostrum...whatever its called!! Now I dont feel so left out.

Adventures in Babysitting

I haven't babysat in like 5 years..and today I decided to take a test drive on the baby wagon. My cousin has the CUTEST little girl named Patience. I picked her up and she was so ready to go and all day and night she's been the BEST baby ever!! She's like 5 or 6 months old and the most well behaved baby in history. I mean, she never cried, fussed, nothing. She plays, eats, pee's and sleeps. Cant beat that. Shes asleep right now but I cant help but watch her and think what my little ayden is gonna be like when he gets here. Is he gonna be mild mannered like her? Or wild and noisy. I think he secretly might be jealous or know that there is some sort of baby around because he's been moving around nonstop since I picked her up. Poor billy...she wont replace you but she is wonderful!!!

Status Quo.

I went to the Dr. yesterday to get the results of the 3hr G.D. test, and I passed! THANK GAWD!!! I dont know how I would've dealt with an adjusted diet!! I ♥ eating and drinking my coveted Tahitian Treat once a day! I dont wanna give that up. lol..but if It would be messing w/the baby, then I would. Since the last appt. i've gained 4 lbs so I'm sitting at 135lbs right now..well I had on boots, so maybe i'm like 132lbs. Whatever! lol blood pressure 116/67 or something like that.

I'm finally starting the countdown for when my BF comes to visit on the 19th. I'm ENTIRELY too excited! I havent seen him in 2 months. We are getting a 3D ultrasound done while hes here and just hanging out. Like the old days! lol..i miss him so much some days. Long distance relationships are the devil! ugh...

So much for my updates...I've been on a shopping spree the past 4 days and NOT for baby stuff! I believe that Michael Kors is my new best friend. lol.

umm, okay.

Let me be the one to say, my boss is a jerk. There have been two separate incidents within the last 2 weeks that further proves my point.

Incident 1:

Me: Hey, is it okay if I start taking tuesdays off too? I'm starting to be a little more tired than normal and my dr says I need to get more rest.

Him: You are so lazy. Why dont you get on a treadmill or something.

Me: I work 6 days a week, I mean, do I really have to work 6 days/week and i'm 7 months pregnant??

Him: I've been around pregnant ppl before, you're just lazy.

Incident 2: ( via text)

Me: Hey my boyfriend is coming into town on the 20-21 and I was wondering if I could have those days off so I can spend time with him. I haven't seen him in 3 months.

Him: Sure, hanging with ur boyfriend is always better than making money.

Me: ew, why do you have to be such a jerk w/the response.

Him: Truth hurts. Sorry.

WHAT A BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like, If i didn't make such good money working here, i'd tell him to shove it but i'm sure he wouldnt even care. He doesnt seem to care about anybody but himself. And it pisses me off because its like, I work 6 days per week and keep VERY late hours. And its like dude, can I get just a LITTLE slack, I am 7 months pregnant.

Sciatic Nerve..

Whatever that is, it can go directly to HELL and not pass go. I'm guessing my little billy is laying on mine because, I'm walking around like the flipping hunchback of notre dame!! lol, I just got off work and I couldnt go to sleep if somebody PAID me to. And to top it off, i have some sort of syncronized swimmer having a field day in my uterus, AFTER he decided not to do anything all day long. Thanks alot billy!